A hint of an impossible dream!

Forget about everything…. Sit down in silence….want nothing…think of nothing…

Now breathe slowly…allow yourself to drift away….

Forget about what everyone would say, do or expect…

Now think of this…

A warm home, a house with simple furniture…warm colors… nothing too flashy or expensive….

A true loving home expects you every day,

The moment you step inside, the smell of homemade food welcomes you inside, to my open arms.

I would be there to welcome you home, happy because you simply exist in my life, my arms will rest around you for a minute, assuring you, taking away all the heartache and the mundane chatter of work.

Never worry, you are home.

“A warm shower then dinner, how does that sound?” I whisper into your ears.

Ten minutes later, you step into the dining room, to find your favorite food, prepared with love, not
because I have to but because I want to.

You spend a couple of hours finishing up work, I will sit and read a book and catch up on news, with one eye on you, not because I need anything but because I love looking at you.

There is something about your face when you are concentrating that makes my heart skip a beat.

Moments later we are in bed, do you notice that our hands always seem to find their places on each
other’s bodies, never fumbling, never lost or confused, never shy….we seem to belong together. I reach for you, desperate to catch the smell of your skin, and our lips meet, you have always said there is something about my lips but I have always thought that that something is your lips on mine. That is simply it.

Our hectic days of fast innocent fun are behind us, making love is never hurried anymore, we take our sweet time exploring and devouring and learning, and we never cease to amaze each other. Our bodies move in astonishing harmony, you always read my mind, and I always know what you want. It is never planned nor an obligation. We actually like being together.

You whisper sweet dirty words that only I understand, and I whisper things that turn you wild, when it is all over, your head finds its rightful place on my chest, we always have a naked silent moment in each other’s arms, wanting nothing, saying nothing. At that moment I want to tell you how much I love you, but I never do, words are pointless when I am around you. You never expect it anyway, deep down you know it all.

You will drift asleep in my arms, I will wake you for work, make breakfast and coffee for you, watch you dress for work, make sure your tie is on properly.

I watch you leave and my body is already aching for you, my eyes aching for your face, my nostrils
ache for the smell of your skin.

I will go to work thinking of you, life kicks in, everything ever changing but one thing, My love for you.

Now come back to reality, and think….was that so bad, so very bad?

You tell me.